It is not often that a person has an opportunity to see themselves for who they truly are. That sort of brutally honest introspection has been a state of mind that cultures, religions, and civilizations have sought out for as long as we’ve had the state of mind to ask the question, “Why?” Historically this has been a mostly transcendent concept…you only achieve this esoteric* state when you are totally “centered” or spiritually aligned with some deity. As it turns out, there’s a pretty good opportunity for people to achieve an honest view of themselves and it is a man-made opportunity. It is your digital fingerprint.
We live in an era of digitization. The Internet has become a hub of incredible amounts of information – so much information that we haven’t even figured out how to effectively use it to our advantage, yet. Can I throw in a “big data” reference here to help my blog’s SEO? Millions of people continue to digitize more pieces of their lives. Where have they been? Where are they now? What does it look like? What did they eat, buy, or dislike? All of this information we contribute to a sea of 1’s and 0’s becomes our digital fingerprint. It is our identity according to the web.
By contributing to the digital abyss, a person is actually simplifying their humanity to an algorithm. Unlike a philosophical or spiritual idea, an algorithm can be quantified. It can be interpreted. It can be solved. That means you become a math problem, albeit an incredibly and increasingly complicated one. Using this information to understand you, and probably more accurately, the collective average of all of the “you’s” of the world, is the desire of “big data” miners. They seek your true self so they can achieve their goals, whether to sell you a product, govern your nation, or save your life.
We volunteer our digital being to capitalism and there are plenty of benefits to that, like increased economic efficiency and new social connection. However, there’s a huge benefit that I would argue most people completely overlook. You’ve created a mathematical version of yourself. You can use that to see yourself for who you truly are, and actually in terms you can understand without kicking the bucket and without taking LSD**. It may not be the same kind of transcendence I imagine you would achieve in the afterlife (if you believe in that), but it’s much deeper than simply looking into a piece of reflective glass.
Has anyone ever tried to shelter you from the risk that you take by sharing your life on Facebook? If you are anywhere around my age, I can’t see how you haven’t experienced this (unless you aren’t on Facebook). Many people fear this era of digitization, and rightfully so for a lot of reasons. It’s scary. You can get yourself into trouble. You can lose a job, a friend, or love. People are right to take caution about what they contribute online, but not because it’s some new technology that is out to get you. It’s because the online world is just like the offline world in the sense that if you are a jerk, no one will like you.
When we created the social web we created this new toy that no one really knew how to play with. For some reason a lot of people really freaked – and many still are freaking. I’m willing to bet the vast majority of sane people would never walk up to their favorite athlete on the street and tell them how much they hate them because they lost the game. Yet, have you watched Twitter after a team blows a big game? The things people will say are insane. Attacks on family? Death threats? Why is it ok (in their minds) for Twitter, but not in person? I’ll exclude the argument that in person, a professional athlete could seriously put the hurt on you. I believe it’s because people are brought up to accommodate for social norms that insist you quell these unreasonable feelings. Since you subconsciously learn to tuck them away, you rarely get to experience them. That means you rarely get the opportunity to process how your often unreasonable impulses make you feel so that you can learn to become a better person.
The Internet gives us a perceived, though varying level of anonymity that makes us comfortable facing these feelings, often for the first time. You face them, even if you don’t actually contribute a reflection of those feelings. Have you ever typed an email or a Facebook status, then decided to delete it before you press “Enter”? The way I see it, that counts. People have never had their feelings and experiences reduced to such simplicity that they can acknowledge them appropriately. If you ask me, it’s a truly rare opportunity that some people are better at ceasing than others. Some people handle this quite well. Others do not. For those people, there is now a digitally stored record of their significant personal flaws.
This isn’t a completely bad thing, though. Even prior to understanding that, yes, what you contribute to the internet is a reflection of you, contributions were made. Very few people have a digital fingerprint that they are 100% happy with. What you have is an honest view of yourself. This is who you are, because you probably digitized yourself honestly. You’ll be very proud of some things, much less of others. The same is true of “real world” experiences. Your digital self has a potentially infinite life, which can be reduced to a lower common denominator. That means you can can conceivably see yourself and who you are.
Unfortunately, this is an era of transition, and not everyone will understand how a person’s maturity level will be honestly narrated on the web. My contributions when I was 18 were a reflection of my lack of maturity then. That’s life. Yet, many people will see something from a different part of your life and make their judgment, like it or not. When your life is digital, you face the same challenges as you did when it was analog, its just easier to look backwards – computers have better memories than people do. The web doesn’t store context nearly as well as it stores content, though. I believe that as our society grows in acceptance of a social web, we will eventually acknowledge that no one’s digital fingerprint is perfect. Even when we get to that societal understanding, it won’t reduce the importance of seeing yourself as you are. I encourage everyone to take a holistic look at your digital fingerprint and ask yourself what it says about you. Are you close-minded? Are you encouraging? Are you happy? How would you feel as a consumer of your content? Your answers may be quite telling.
The saying goes that you are your own worst critic, and I think you should be, given this opportunity to feasibly analyze yourself with quantifiable accuracy. If you ignore it, you are turning your back on something that people have spent eternities devoting their lives to seeking in different ways. To be clear, I mean not to belittle my God or yours. Nor do I mean to inflate the importance of what the Internet really is…a really complicated toy. On the other hand, the web is there and it sure knows a ton about you. I do mean to suggest that our digital selves are the closest we’ve ever come to the concept of true, scalable introspection. We can use the brutally honest data about ourselves to create better versions of ourselves. I think that deserves some respect.
* Yeah, I used the word “esoteric”, and yeah, I had to look up the definition to make sure I had it right. For what it’s worth, I did have it right the first time.
** I liked Roger Sterling quite a bit more before he dropped acid and “figured it all out”.


